One Giant Leap

You'll never believe it....I'm actually at work today. It took me several hours to get here, just thinking about things and reassuring myself that it's going to be okay and that I can do this. I feel good, too. I feel good getting back to the place, at least, where I should be, even if I'm not fully with it yet. My boss told me to take it easy today, to get back into the routine by checking and returning the bazillion emails and phone messages I had waiting for me, and then tomorrow I'm going to start working hard again. It's going to be okay.

Today is Scott's birthday, so we have the family coming over for dinner tonight. I made his favorite chicken dish and a huge banana pudding last night so all I have to do is make the rice and salad and bread tonight. Hm....that still actually sounds like a lot.

I'm going to get going on ny emails and phone messages. There are a lot.