An undeniable and irresistible craving

I'm so hungry and thirsty I can't stand it. Parched.....famished.....starving for something, yet never satisfied..... The hunger is not for food, and the thirst will not be quenched by water.

I need more of Jesus. I need more. I feel Him and crave Him and need Him. I need more of Him to satisfy this blinding urge within me. I'm not content unless my focus is on Him. I need more. I need to refocus my energy....not so much on myself and my life, and more on Him. That's the only way to finally be satisfied. I feel like such a prodigal.....always getting distracted by my own life and wandering off, only to realize how badly I miss Him and need Him. I come back, head down and somewhat ashamed at my incessant stubbornness, and He takes me right back. I feel so undeserving of the million second chances He affords me.

Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy, and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest of fare. (Isaiah 55:1-2)